Friday, April 30;6:52:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Love is tiring...I feel like giving up on you but i can't jux let u go so easily when i put in so much effort on you when i love u, it makes me loves u more when i put in more effort...But u didn't seems appreciate it, it's making me losing confidence in winning u, i'm tired...Let me have a break...I have no more energy to continue chasing u, i gonna use up all my energy on u till i die...
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Today, is it counted as a nice day or a bad day? Let's start from mother tongue lesson, zheng lao shi go for the oral thingy for the upper sec then got one relieve teacher come n teach us, then we do the last year chinese test paper, that relieve teacher looks like huang jing lun(OK man) then his surename is also huang sia. So qiao sia. Then after that dun noe y(forget y i started that) I strted bullying nicholas i keep on pinching him, smacking him n stepping his shoes. Then that stupid benedict go write my name as LOO MAN LING WTF hell! Then i say wat loo man ling? i dun like joon wee lar! Then they go write again, this time they go write LAN MAN LING cuz Loo + Tan= LAN wtfh! hate them sia. Hit them until the hand so red. Y i still cnt find my mr.right to save me from this miserable life?
Thursday, April 29;6:34:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Haiz, i wanna be a cheerful n helpful girl but ur attitude makes me feel like changing back to that emo, violent, un-social girl i feel so hopeless wat should i do? Should i change or remain? Feeling so stress.Some one help me or my guardian angel will able to help me?
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
F***!!!*&^%$##@! Y i lend things from u then u dun lend me still say i nid use lar cnt lend u but when u have that pen colour but u lazy take out ur pencilcase u take that pen without my permission then i finding that pen then i finally saw that pen in ur hand! I was lyk saying eh i wan use that pen, then u lyk not happy not happy. Y u ownself selfish can ppl around u cnt selfish to u ar? Fucker, suckers! Then u say the drama enrichment thingy one person muz wear jeans one muz wear short pants then adriana n me says wan to wear short pants together cuz we both dun like to wear jeans, the weather so hot who wans to wear?
Conversation between me n her during the jeans thingy...
She: Nxt week muz wear home-clothing then one muz wear jeans one muz wear short pants, muz be different.
Me:I wan wear short pants!
Adriana: Manling, u wear jeans lar! I wan wear short pants leh...
She:Ya lor, u wear jeans lar...
Me: I dun like to wear jeans lar!U wan us to wear so much, y dun u wear urself?
She:I act as a mother muz wear until veri old fashion de cnt wear jeans
Me(thinking): I dun believe u will wear till veri old-fashioned n y cnt mother wear jeans?
She: So u wear jeans k?
Me: I already says i dun wan! Stop forcing me!
Then i quickly walk away....stupid sia.Please talk before u use ur brain lar! Weather so hot, ask me wear jeans, stupid sia!!! Ur attitude is changing from bad to worse after hanging wif adriana. U two always bully me. Pang seh me, leaving me alone, when i borrow thigns to u all it dun seems that u will borrow me things! I feel like leaving u all n follow some1 else or jux by myself...
Tuesday, April 27;6:18:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Yeah! Happy chatting wif jy then after that go watch movie!!! So happy, dun noe how long nvr watch movie liao lor, actually wan to watch monga de but NC16 then cnt watch monga then i go watch ice kachang puppy love, veri nice, veri touching n veri funny! I love fish leong, she's so cute in that movie sia...After watching the movie feel like eating ice kachang n drink ice barley...(: wish some1 can treat me..
Today assembly, i enjoyed myself! Nvr listen to mr liew for the talk jux keep playing wif darren n peifen then suddenly jy said hello to me, i was like so shock! But i'm still veri happy! Wish eveyday can maintain this situation then i could smile everyday...
Friday, April 23;11:46:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Aiyo!!! Y these few days keep on raining, causing me cnt watch TV nia...Haizz...waste my time lor...At home keep staring to the air, then suddenly got alot of thunder, scare me death sia. Wishing i can go out, get freedom, breathe some fresh air. Does the movie 2012 realli occurs in our realistic life? It's gonna be the end of the world? The world is dark, the sky is falling down, mother earth is sick, i do my best to protect mother earth, i wish everyone can do that too, so we can live longer...Dun wait till the earth is ending its life then regret! CHange now, save mother earth! No more frightening days....
Thursday, April 22;8:55:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
I noe u r still not satisfied wif me, but i already tried to do my very best.Be a cheerful girl,not so violent anymore,but wat do u do?U jux keep on hurting me...I would rather be back the emo violent girl than this acting cheerful de girl...I dun lyk this kind of life.I feel so stressful.Alot of things happening in a unpleasant way.Poor friendship.I HATE ADRIANA! WO KAN TA CHAO BU SHUN YAN!!! I HATE HER!!But peifen keep asking me to jux let her.I cnt let her anymore but i onli have two ways which is follow her n thoe other is not follow her.I chose to follow her as my cca is the same as her.I fi dun follow her, i will really be onli me one person all alone...If she dun wan me to know a secret then she dun nid go say i know y mr.gary chose u to be a captain, i dun wan tell u,HAHA! !@#$%^&*!!U dun wan me noe, dun tell me lar! So big-mouth for wat?U started the chat first, then we jux comment not even 1/2 sentence then u ask us to shud'up?I can't tolerate ur behaviour anymore, i feel veri stressful...
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Today reccess time, go staff room find mr.sharizan wanna tell him that dun like the colour of the name on the class T.Then he's not in staff room.Then adriana,peifen n me loiter near the staff room making fun saying if Mr yong see us he sure say"Tuck in ur shirt,unfold ur skirt,pin up ur hair."But the last thingy not for me as my frindge not that long(:
When we are having fun, a teacher suddenly shout"U three come here!" We turned back n look it's really mr yong...So QIAO! Then when we r walking to him, i keep on pulling my skirt down, tucking in my shirt.Then we reach mr yong there, he really told us to do the above things that we guessed n ask us to pull up our socks n NO WEARING EARSTICK! F***! That's not even in the sch rules nia...Go confiscate my earstick?! Nvm, my hse still got alot.N he's gonna conducting a hair n attire check to my class, so those who r in my class please take note(:
Yesterday go lot1 celebrate benedict's birthday, on the bus, darren keep making me then i tell peifen help me revenge, peifen hit his head then he go slap me!@#$%^&*!!!I was lyk y he go slap me for nothing?! That was my first time kena slap by ppl sia! HATE HIM!
Saturday, April 17;12:24:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Today a great "nice" morning wake up prepare for english tuition lor...Not fun at all, but that female teacher is quite pretty n rich! She's using iphone if i'm not wrong?Then nxt tuition is science...a male teacher teach, teach till i wan sleep sia..so boring leh...Then finally end le...waiting for mummy to come home, so can go plaza buy birthday presents wif jansonn for peng chong's birthday party:D Wonder wat will happen sia...
Back from party le!!!I enjoy myself, althought i get hurt, but i still luv todae!
Erm....i jux skip some parts, cuz i onli wanna say the most fun part!!!(:...blah...blah...blah...Then we go peng chong's room for DISCO!!!All of them so high sia...from fajar sec de "super junior P" veri high...Then the glenn throw basketball at me hit until my leg, then i shout "pain lar!" then the zixuan said who ask u wear so short de pants...I was like LOL...then the stupid peng chong go use the pepper spray, spray my eyes...my eyes pain sia...Then become red...haizz...Then we go play the Blow Wind Blow...I first time play till sweat come out sia..cool sia...i luv it! Anyway, this is the first b'day party that make me feel quite high too!
Friday, April 16;10:33:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Today, as usual, morning go sch n all the rumours of joon wee n me came to my ears...Super sick of that, so went to girls toilet wif pei fen tie up my hair, i tied a fakey high-ponytail.Nice!
Then blah blah blah...Overall, i didn't have a nice nice day.I have a bad day...
Then go plaza,jian yong phoned me ask me where am i so i told him i'm in bpp then so "qiao" he also in bpp then he came to find me...Then we go KFC jian yong n qiyi they go buy things eat.I sit there wait them to eat finish lor...Cuz i dun realli feel lyk eating. After they ate, we walk round bpp, then go arcade, jian yong play the drum thingy he's quite good in it sia...Then we go play the street basketball thingy.They sux in it lor...Zuoming, munjia n i play better than them lor...i at least cn goal once n jian yong told qiyi got see?She goal.Then he go up the machine go take one ball out try shotting but still not a goal! Haha...I have lots of fun slacking wif them(: but too bad, happy times ends super fast...haiizzz...so have to say bb lor...then reach home, my father veri noisy sia....keep asking me things...i dun wan post le lar...bb
Tuesday, April 13;8:39:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Nice day i have today(: today adriana thought no sch then neva come lor...come for CIP onli then kena caught by mr yong then tio scolded n call her parents...Then after that we go for CIP lor...Adriana n me ask chiew xia help us take care of our bag then go to the blocks to collect newspaper liao lor...I luv that sia...veri fun :D From this event, i noticed world is so different from i have thought of b4...Cuz i saw alot of weirdo things....First got 3 dogs barking n once a dog bark adriana scared until go behind me to hide....I was also scared but i muz collect the newspaper after that, we two almost cry sia...Then got once, we asking the ppl got newspaper then got a little girl stretched out her hand lyk wanna touch adriana's head, then i was at there laughing...I so bad...Then go to the same block as feng wei,joon wee they all then collect together after awhile we seperated then go same block as ain,syahinda,fasha they all they say they see ghost...lol...so scary sia...In the lift we keep screaming cuz adriana keep lyk scaring us...Then drizzle,then downpour!!!So cool i luv running in the rain so when i got bck to school i'm totally wet(: N i have one thing to say n that's the truth but dun think too far...joon wee's hair when it is really wet is nice...then i go find dk wat block wif adriana then saw 1n2 de class then saw JY!!!So happy :D Then adriana go buy ice-cream...lol we run all the way here in the rain jux to buy one ice-cream for adriana?!Nvm...cuz can see jy(: Then we go back lor....Then saw syafeeq,hakim n irfan going to find the dk wat block again go back there again lor...All i know is that 1n2 have finish collecting the newspaper cuz some of the boys are riding their bikes...Then saw jy riding in the rain too...wish he won't get sick or i will rather get sick for him...Then go back liao lor...cuz the truck for collecting the overall newspaper de has came.So go back sch for floorball lor...no mood to play sia.Cuz my whole body is wet n neva bring my stick!Then go 1N2 see see look look lor...nothing to do sia.Then the praveen suddenly come in, then he say he go ask shafiq come then we quickly run to 1N1 classroom, i quickly use the chair lock the door,F*** lor! I haven't lock finish then the praveen bang in injured my hand sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CB! nvm...i dun wan spoil my day...then nothing to say liao lor...Erm...then jux now go lot1 take neoprints wif ah yi,ignes,yilin,munjia n henry kor kor!!!Tmr going to take the neoprintsz
I keep running in the rain i tink i gonna have a fever soon out later
