Monday, June 21;2:16:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Eh...sry larh...I noe my blog is somehow plain n boring... :P i will try my best to improve my blog lar...HeeheheSunday, June 20;4:46:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Yo bloggers! Quite happy this few days cuz i keep on going out n i kinda love my days in haiinn temple(: It's fun after knowing Xiangyun, Zhaoying, XiangJun n Xueyi. Kinda think that dey r good! I hope they fine wif me too(: Haha...Yesterday i jux had a "hyper" fall...LOLxc! I climb up the bar-counter in my hse then i wan to lie down then i will drop to my sofa. Hacks know that i will fall to the floor instead of the sofa...ALAMAK leh...Injured my shoulder n right ear....Painful lar...T_TTuesday, June 15;7:31:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Argh!!! Holiday sux like hell! Parents forbided me from going out becuz of some stupi reasons. I miss my pri sku peeeps n my sec sku darlings~ Today is 6D'10 gathering but becux i'm being forbidded from going out, i cnt meet them!!! F***! I miss all of my frewns...Yesterday, go bugis street wif jie n mama. Then becuz of my mother's anyhow accuse makes me n jie feel that yesterday was a terrible day! Stupid! Although i love shopping but the acussing spoils my day. Mama at there anyhow accuse us, then i at there almost cry out, my eyes is filled wif tears, lucky i nvr burst out crying cuz i hate the feeling of being accused... Haix...I jux hate my life n i hope the sci home tuition will stop that tuition cher is jux a pervert! I hate my life! Life sux like shit!Wednesday, June 9;12:00:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Dun act the u care bout me lar, i dun appreciate it anymore...I dun trust friendship it's becuz peeps round me makes me tink that way...Friends r cruel, selfish. They jux wan to get their things, they can jux use their friends, when they used finish, they will jux "throw" u away! Haixx...I mux enjoy my june holiday n make a total change on me!Monday, June 7;11:50:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
WOndering wat should i do now...wondering wat should i do next...I dun even noe wat to do, i'm totally confused. Nobody can help me,only tears n abusing myself can release my pain n stress. Ppl says cutting urself is jux trying to get ppl's attention but that's not the truth. I cut myself not to get ppl's attention is jux that i wan to release my stress. If u cut urself n u can't feel the pain meaning ur pain is deeper than the sea. N that's my "pain"....There's no pain cuz i'm already pain until dun noe how to pain already. It's all too late. Unless u do something that can save all the trust for the humans from me. I tink nobody would, cuz that's too difficult to save. Cuz u destroyed it lots of time, so u r going to pay for it lots of time...I'm totally confused...Wat should i do....SHUD'UP! I tink i'm gonna get diseases such as you yu zhen cuz i'm tinking too much n get confused often...THAT'S ALL CAUSE BY U! I ALREADY STRESSFUL ENOUGH N U KEEP ON ADDING MY STRESS! THE YOU MEANING EVERYBODY NOT ONLY YOU!!!
I wan listen to songs to make myself more comfortable if not i'm going to be a real crazy girl...
I'm already not the girl that u know...i've already changed since 3June2010...
;11:38:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
I hate this feeling but it's gonna be the truth i'm facing...I felt all my frewns r leaving me one by one. Almost everyone r ignoring me. Dun ask me how i found out, it's jux i get this feeling from the floorball camp. I felt so boring, nobody care for me, know me well. I hate to have this feeling again! I have it b4, i finally get out of the lonely world, y muz i get back again? I noe, it's becuz when u get out of a place, u will surely go back cuz u know the route of getting back...I dun wan to be lonely again. I tried my best to treat u all well, listen to you all, but u all jux dun appreciate it. I felt that i'm being left out... I live for myself but not anybody else. But if i have no frewns, wat's the meaning of my life? It's jux a worse end for me. Y can't u jux understand me? Is it so difficult to understand me? I dun wan to be left out...I tink that's the most i can give n u dun even appreciate it, so y muz i continue giving? It's jux a waste! Bitches N Bastards jux leave me alone, dun nid at there fake fake care for me. I already dun trust anybody cux humans r bad! Nobody r 100% truthful.I totally hurt by relationships, not LOVE relationship but is FRIENDS relationships. I'm totally confused, now if u tell me wat to do, it's already too late to save cuz i have already given humans lots of chances,but u jux ignore it n jux let it away...I hate my life...y dun u jux end my life? I allow u to do that...Jux do it~ KILL ME!
Sunday, June 6;8:39:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
Came back from floorball camp! Not realli enjoy it, cuz still got detension during the camp then end up nvr go for east coast park n fitness training but jy n me got jin yi bu de fa zhan(: I ONLI enjoy the bbq nite part. Cuz can dance all that, then i become super hyper nia...Heehee!
