Monday, June 7;11:50:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
WOndering wat should i do now...wondering wat should i do next...I dun even noe wat to do, i'm totally confused. Nobody can help me,only tears n abusing myself can release my pain n stress. Ppl says cutting urself is jux trying to get ppl's attention but that's not the truth. I cut myself not to get ppl's attention is jux that i wan to release my stress. If u cut urself n u can't feel the pain meaning ur pain is deeper than the sea. N that's my "pain"....There's no pain cuz i'm already pain until dun noe how to pain already. It's all too late. Unless u do something that can save all the trust for the humans from me. I tink nobody would, cuz that's too difficult to save. Cuz u destroyed it lots of time, so u r going to pay for it lots of time...
I'm totally confused...Wat should i do....SHUD'UP! I tink i'm gonna get diseases such as
you yu zhen cuz i'm tinking too much n get confused often...THAT'S ALL CAUSE BY U! I ALREADY STRESSFUL ENOUGH N U KEEP ON ADDING MY STRESS! THE YOU MEANING EVERYBODY NOT ONLY YOU!!!
I wan listen to songs to make myself more comfortable if not i'm going to be a real crazy girl...
I'm already not the girl that u know...i've already changed since
3June2010...
