Monday, June 7;11:38:00 PM Y
And I Wanna Be Your Everything For Life x3
I hate this feeling but it's gonna be the truth i'm facing...I felt all my frewns r leaving me one by one. Almost everyone r ignoring me. Dun ask me how i found out, it's jux i get this feeling from the floorball camp. I felt so boring, nobody care for me, know me well. I hate to have this feeling again! I have it b4, i finally get out of the lonely world, y muz i get back again? I noe, it's becuz when u get out of a place, u will surely go back cuz u know the route of getting back...I dun wan to be lonely again. I tried my best to treat u all well, listen to you all, but u all jux dun appreciate it. I felt that i'm being left out... I live for myself but not anybody else. But if i have no frewns, wat's the meaning of my life? It's jux a worse end for me. Y can't u jux understand me? Is it so difficult to understand me? I dun wan to be left out...I tink that's the most i can give n u dun even appreciate it, so y muz i continue giving? It's jux a waste! Bitches N Bastards jux leave me alone, dun nid at there fake fake care for me. I already dun trust anybody cux humans r bad! Nobody r 100% truthful.I totally hurt by relationships, not LOVE relationship but is FRIENDS relationships. I'm totally confused, now if u tell me wat to do, it's already too late to save cuz i have already given humans lots of chances,but u jux ignore it n jux let it away...I hate my life...y dun u jux end my life? I allow u to do that...Jux do it~ KILL ME!
